MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Thursday, May 31, 2007~~

my oh my...u really cant blame me for not wanting to blog. Dumb internet. I nv cud get into my msn, internet explorer and the websites these days. wow, its like so rare tt i can login in for ALL today. haha. Must hav been all e spam sites that had corrupted my explorer. Oh pls, giv me back my net freedom! hek hek.

Ok, jus to only mention some events tt happened becos 2 wks or more is simply too much to type. haha. I went to watch Pirates of e Carribean 3. It was too long for me. 3hrs! The effects were alrite but u need to noe abt Pirates 1 n 2 to understand e show, if nt u will get blur for e 1st half of e show. I m gonna mention e interesting bits before n after e show...before e movie, we went to eat dinner at e foodcourt n a fren offered to buy drinks for our movie at a supermarket n i asked for chilled mineral water n my fren asked for coke or lime coke. And yea! she bought my mineral water, unchilled..and my fren's one, coke light. =.= haha. Reason being, she forgotten mine was chilled n she heard my fren wrongly, she tot he asked for coke or coke LIGHT. haha.

my fren being such a gr8 pal, came up with a brilliant bakgua idea. He offered to place my unchilled mineral between both chilled bottles so tt they can spread the COOL to my bottle..aww..so nice of them..tho' eh..are we dumb or wad sia!

next senario, after e show. i walked out of e cinema grabbing my head..and when my frens asked why..i told them i got seasick (simply becos of e continuous swaying of e boat movements thru-out e show)..and the GUYS dun believe me..after a few mins..e GALS complained that they felt seasick too. WAD THE...hahahah..i didn't know such post-movie effects were contagious as well.

3rd scenario, after e show when we gals were waiting for e guys to come out of e loo (we didn't go to e loo cos e ladies were choked), i saw e Shrek 3 poster on e litted billboard and i saw Mr. Gingerbread man! I was so excited tt i took my hp out to take pic of it. And a few min later..my gal pals saw and they got so excited over it..and so..we went on to take more pics of e poster...and we nv stopped..haha..till e guys walked off. hahah...dumbo guys. Guess what..after tt i saw other strangers taking e pic of e shrek 3 poster as well. Hmm..monkey see monkey do. hek hek.

Ok, Mr. Gingerbread Man is here! How i wish i get e animated 1 in my hp..wud be so cute! haha.

Mr. Shrek & friends

OoO...3 blind mice, 3 blind mice, See how they run, see how they run...lalala

This reminds me of both a spoon and the shrek ear head-bands sold at Mac.

Then to drift away from that movie day..days passed and my collegues n i got sick on and off e wk..flu..cough..sore throat..wadever bug it was..it hovered above my work environment n we all got abit ill here n there..so yeah..blue week..today, jus nice barney somehow indirectly reminded me tt i still haven collected my grad gown frm sch n i decided to take it.

so, i made my way back to take it and i ended up in Virt. Comm meeting..which i lingered on even longer after tt to teach n guide my small grp players to play 1 of their performance piece when sth bizarre happened..1 of my members was swinging a guitar and it slapped to e ground. we din see wad happened But after e WHAM! Try to picture e scenario alrite. WhAM! We turned ard. my member pick up e guitar, and we saw e guitar looking abit distorted..but we still dunno why..and we saw a tuning peg drop to e ground n e strings hanging loosely across e guitar frets.

when we looKed closely. we got a shock. e machine head of e guitar broke of from its neck and it was twisted at such a professional crooked angle tt it looks like a machine head of an electric guitar. I was so mad cos the guitar wasn't cheap But i was equally amused. I guess pic is worth a 1000 words so let e pics speak to u instead. Take a close looK at it. ha.

Front view..looK at how badly e machine head cracked

Back view..look at its twisted angle

Side view..see how miraculously the machine head still stood at a 45 degrees angle..supported by e strings too.

A plan view of how e guitar overall looks like now. Focus is still on e head.

Have a "Nice" Day.

I guess whatever tt is unspoken is best left unsaid. hahaha..till then. laters. =)

" i m so not sure of what will happen next. things seemed like its gonna repeat again. Sometimes i hope tt u nv existed, or is it just me?"

12:24 AM

~~Thursday, May 24, 2007~~

After what seems like ages, i m finally back to update u all on my life. Its been gr8...both truthfully and sacastically. hahaha.

1 gr8 thing tt happened was that NPS Guitar Mini Concert is OVER!!! Yeah! I must say everyone who was there contributed their part and effort to make it a success. This event was supposed to b internal but they tried making it public, finally it was done n the response was overall quite oK. Haha. I must say, it was a torturous wk cos of ongoing work..and slpless nites for the preparations. Made e banner, e programme booklet...e skit..finalization of songs..everything within e last 3 days be4 performance. Its like kan jiong spidey actions combined with x-men heroes efficiency..my god...crap. haha. Pictures speaks it all But too bad i dun hav e photos for that nite now..only a few practice ones..will upload once i got it. =)

Rehearsal was like dung..but miracles happened!

There's like many of such pics..wait for e performance pics! haha.

On last mon..made it a pt to return to SAG to hav a loOk. LooKing at my freshies..I suddenly felt abit more hope tt SAG shld be able to survive a lil better..and LooKing at my diligent present juniors..the comm..they are all working hard i must say to make SAG a better one...so i hope it will all come true..their hopes n dreams..haha. Had a nice lil' chat with my tcher n we few alumnis..on stories..on scripts..and suddenly..got an urge to get involve in a production again..haha...i miss writing scripts too..haha..miss the fun..haha.

been planning also on wad to make or get for a pal whose bday is arriving tis fri...finally got e idea...But yet..her bday is on fri..and e audition for virtuoso solo is also tis fri..i dun hav any intention to perform for e performance..jus to add to the numbers who want to audition to make it nicer..But..it was all a misunderstandin and to sum up..they postpone e audition 3x alr..for me..and i really need to go for tis fren's bday..cos its her 21st..i wun miss any of my impt fren's bday i guess..cos its e least i can do..to at least spend e TIME with them. haha. But..haiz..i jus guess i will hav to rush here and there ba. duno..

Jus like 15min min ago had a tiff with mum, cos of old-time issues AGAIN. She did a v rude act tt i tot she ought to feel sorry abt but she din and still want things her way, as usual. She tried packing my stuffs cos she tot it was too messy to live with which i tot was reasonably neat and she move my stuff here and there. She told me off abt my untidyness and told me she wants things to be arranged her way. And i told her tt i need things to be left MY way or else i can nv find my stuff and she cant understand cos she thinks its bullshit tt i cant find my stuff if everytink is neatly in place. But, personally, i feel tt only those who lives in a organised-disorganized room will understand. We such pple seemed untidy cos our things may clutter together, but the place we put are prominent enough to remb. haha. Anyway, pt. is, after she fought verbally with me, she noes tt i hav my logic, she rack up more rubbish of e past and try to win me again. Again when she loses, she simply just use her low education status to try and say tt i can talk back cos i hav higher education than her and is better with words. wtf. and yada yada. I jus need some peace after a whole day's work, thank u very much.

another heavy mood has set in my office becos 1 perm staff actually resigned due to clashes with my collegues which i felt was a pity becos she jus got promoted not long. A v nice capable working lady, a caring mother, and a funny senior to me. She tooK care and helped me out when she cud and i was so shocked tt she is going. I guess e she could hav hung on a couple of years more to retirement But e environment made it unbearable with direct confrontations happening every now and then becos of working style. I guess she toOk care of me like a daughter and so i was quite sad tt she is leaving..i only knew it yest, from rumours..and she personally came to tell me at a corner during the late afternoon. She wanted to say more. wanted to explain..But when i looked in her straight into her eyes, her eyes got red, and she teared. it was e moment tt my tears fell too. we couldn't talk much cos the rest of e pple were there. but she was like a v close aunty to me there. Eating lunch with me and everytink. Tink i will make a lil sth for her..to show tt at least she is appreciated. She came over to find me today..to ask me for my msn n hp..cos she want to stay in contact..i gave her. and told her to smile. She sobbed. Politics..jus makes pple miserable yeah.

Alright then, on a lighter note. Went to hav lunch with mae finally after so long. Its like old times. and it was so nice. Met her for dinner again. haha..went bugis at pasta..den went arcade! haha..toOk a few pics from my hp as well. We crapped so much till i somehow felt some warmth again..after so long. haha..we shld get tgr again. haha. fun time. =)

e 3 dumb gals..haha..

trying to find a decent smile with e 3 of us in e cam. haha

Very last, jus a random pic of e mushroom in my working office..my collegue's one..so cute!!!
Ok la..update more regularly again..hehe...ciaoz.

12:54 AM

~~Sunday, May 13, 2007~~

hi ALL, i was getting lazy to blog again..hehe..But not becos i m plain lazy (Oh pls...how cud tt ever be possible? Wahaha) But becos i m trying to get my guitar PASSION back! haha. Been touching my 2 "husbands"(guitar la) everyday since last wk..hehe.

Anyway, i went to watch Phantom with reb on 6th May and it was like WOW!!! YAY! Love it so much. Hehe. The moment i saw the props i my jaw dropped and it hung open thru'out the musical! *2 thumbs up* Then the next thing tt impressed me was the orchestra. Mai siao siao leh..The conductor was a lady lor! The music wise was superb! *2 toes up* However, i reckoned that the phantom himself wasn't die-hard marathon opera singer afterall cos after performing for like 1mth plus till e time i get to watch him, he must have sung like hundreds of performances and his vocal was abit shaky tt day. Aww...nvrtheless, it was gr8. Yay! *dances ard*

the entrance ticket...woohoo!

During e 1/2 time, i went out of e hall to meet barney cos i told him to help me get sth..and met yuhang & his collegues..haha..after e musical went to henry's bar to chill with barney and reb. haha. It was quite funny cos barney n i decided on beer (budget) quite fast n reb tooK a long long time deciding..n end up with her order..which the waiter himself cant comprehend for some reasons- melon ball. He repeated "melon ball" numerous times till i kept laughing la..Cabbed hm after. =)

the drinks we ordered

another pic of it..purposely toOk a clearer pic of e yellow melon ball!

The rest of e wk was filled with dinner here n there with different pals..and going back to sch for mini concert practices. haha. ABt e practises..erm..no comments. haha..come and watch to support ba! haha..tis coming sat (19th may) at LT 26, 7pm, FOC. haha..bring ur family and frens as well ba. our beginners practised for it. haha...

i also nv managed to crawl to my comp to msn or surf webby for e whole 4 days or so for e last couple of days becos of my baby guitar..hehe..was too tired. Dun blame me k..anytink sms me or ring me instead la. #%E%^. hahaa..jk.

oh, went to kinokuniya and bought 2 books, 1 is "Tabloid Tokyo" which was abt the some bizarre hidden dirty lil' secrets of Japan, and "It's nt how GOOD u r, Its how GOOD u want to be" a self-improvement booK which was e 2nd following book from "whatever u think, think e opposite"..wootx.

lalala...my 2 new books! yeah!

Mother's day today, and i was an angel. I woke at 10am to mop e floor, iron e clothes and went for a family lunch with my couz family too. Went to marina kamboat restaurant..OK la..but ex. Chinese cuisine. So gonna get broke..mum hinted me to buy her a mic (cost=$80+) and her bday is coming, she ALREADY planned dinner next sun with my couz tgr to hav lunch AGAIN..(cost = $200+ to be shared with sis..) arhh..haha..

Who can be my sugar daddy or mummy? I will be a good girl. ^^

P.S: Bakguas, when is our next outing? Mocky is shaving and lefty is asking (as usual) And......we still got performance arh? hahahaahahahah...

6:16 PM

~~Sunday, May 06, 2007~~

Heyo heyo hey!

Working as usual. been unfaithful to my cca club cos i didn't make any trips down tis wk cos i was too tied up! haha. But still, went out to watch Spidey with bakguas. Too bad Left and Scandalous cant make it. hahaha. The show was not too bad la. I was anticipating a suave Spidey (he has a double chin n flabby tummy but w/ e most close up shots) and a more attractive MJ (her crow lines and wrinkles) but oh well, reality strikes, even superheroes cant defeat aging and the signs of MATURITY. haha. It was overall enjoyable. haha...

Then today, went to watch RJC's chinese drama performance...Ok lar. Abit disappointing tho'. Was expecting more out of it, but it was alrite la. I lost my way on e way there too la..so comical la. Went with jer cos he was nearby my hm but yet we tried to be smart and tooK an unknown bus, end up walking a long distance in. As far as chinese drama is concern, a fact to be known is tt after e sec sch period, most active members will always be the PRCs. Not tt its not good, but our local blood r nt exposed n involved much in chinese drama. Hmm, wad a waste. haha. anyway, after tt, bid farewell to my juniors n was supposed to meet a few NPS pple to chill, but they are sooooo far, at town, and i was at bishan. haha..End up met another fren chill awhile den head hm le.

Today, was supposed to go for another job de...But i turned it down in e end. Haiz. Guess i ultimately dun feel lyk tiring myself too much, cos there are other tinks i need to do on wkends..BUt its a 50-50 feeling. haha.

Abt tml..actually quite excited...gonna watch phantom tml..heheh...waited for tis musical for years! Missed it when i was pri 5. Tis time must watch it...hehe...Wootz!!!

Aiyo, so long nv play guitar le...missed it! Oh!!! Happy B'day FRANS!!! Hope u get longer each day! NO NO NO...tt's not wad i mean! hahah..hope u get happier each day and hope fairy godmother make all ur wishes come true~~~ =PpP

Ok..go play guitar..hehee..tata~~~

"omg...u found out...wad m i supposed to do. sorry to break ur heart...i still lied in e end..but i dun wan u to noe e truth..sorry...hope to hide frm u e real truth till as long as i can."

12:59 AM

~~Tuesday, May 01, 2007~~

yoyoyo. Ok, after more than a yr of e old blog skin, tis is a new skin. Wanted a guitar skin, but i was lazy to personalise it, so tt will be for later..hehe. Maybe after i take tons of pic of my present husband(s) [my guitars] and after i get more sweethearts. hehe..

ok, and of cos, i got inspiration of e song from e Smacker bg. hehe..so yup, learn e rap if u all wan from e lyrics. hehe. and smack tt whilst learning. =)

Today went to work and blur me, i toOk e bunch of office keys home la! Blur moo..=.=''' and tt's nt all e blurness that happened. I checked mail in e middle of e day cos i was so zzz after lunch and saw an email tt said sth tt i applied for bursary (while i tink was tons of yrs ago) n i didn't sudmit my supporting docs n i had to do it by today! And e gr8 news is, i dun remb applying n i din hav e time to do it. So, haha..panicked abit, walked ard e office, and called pple to help me go and get application form. E dumb tink is, i cant access my NPAL now. which means i cant print it. In e end, i got Loong bg to help me, BUT...even sch's net was down. And i got to go down sch on wed to submit. Which i tot i cud get a half day leave, and now i m holding on to some dumb keys. Arhhhhhhhhh. hahh..

Ok, and NPS AGM was held today and i officially stepdown le. Yay! And i went for SAG too. Visited them and crapped abit. Haha..today was like reminiscence of my yr2 days sia. haha..running to both ccas. haha.

Human r/s r always so complicated. We always hope tt pple are sensitive to our feelings but how sensitive are we to them ourselves? Managed to talk some stuff out to some peeps and i hope for e best. All in SAG n NPS, dun giv up hope when things dun go ur way cos shit always happens! We jus hav to deal with it yea! =)

FYI pple, AHEM. Guitar mini concert is on 19th May (Sat) Free admission at Lt 26 , Virtuoso XIV on 23rd June (SAt) at SCH selling at $10 and $12. Come support me and all wor!

2:14 AM